This is the start of a story I had written three or four years ago. As I remember, the main character starts out with a view that there is no God. Then the character falls in love and believes that there is a benevolent God. Next there is the break up and the God is suddenly seen as a cruel manipulator. Finally life moves on to another love interest and the main character reaffirms that there is no God, but has learned that life is pleasant, confusing, sad, and whimsical all at the same time. That was the plot, here is the way it has started (which is all that is written of it so far).
